Progress???

One of the hardest parts about being a foster parent is wondering if you are making any progress with the child/children.  You have to deal with so many emotional and physical issues constantly.  It is hard to tell if they are improving or if they are exactly where they were when they first arrived. My girls have been with me for two months now.  At this point, I'm hoping we are moving away from certain issues that we had the first few weeks.  Things seem to be getting better. Or so I think.  Then we have nights like tonight.  First week issues came up.  I don't know what to make of it.  5 steps forward 4 steps back.  At least we have one step going forward still, right?

I have to remind myself that I'm so close to the situation that I can't always see the progress that is being made.  Maybe we are only 3 steps back.  But when things like tonight happen, it makes me wonder what is going on in their little minds?  What thoughts are being processed or emotions being triggered that are taking them backwards?  How can I help meet those emotional needs?  All I can do is pray for wisdom.

I love these beautiful little girls so much.  I want to help them grow in every aspect of their lives.  I must remember this road is long and requires much patience.  Progress isn't made quickly.  It is made in little baby steps, even smaller than the ones my tiniest one makes.